Getting Sick

I think I'm getting sick. It's probably because I do too many things and don't get enough sleep to combat these stupid colds/sore throats. Yesterday at YAM, I ended up singing most of the night on the sore throat, went to bed late, and woke up early feeling like crap. But a job is a job, so I gotta go...

I feel like crap and I was supposed to go snowboarding at Wilmot tomorrow...now I have to flake and probably 1/2 the people will end up flaking anyway because of me (hmm...that's a pretty cocky thing to say...)

Ever know the feeling that God brings an opportunity to your doorstep and you purposefully ignore it because of fear? Yesterday while I was leading worship, we sang a song, called "You are my King" and after the song ended, I felt the Lord saying "wait here..." but I was scared, cause I didn't know what to say so I went to do the next song...and as soon as I started the next song, I knew that it was the wrong thing to do, but you bear it because the momentum is already rolling.

I'm my harshest critic, I know...but I have so much to learn as a worship leader and being more in tune with the Lord's prompting, and I want to get to that point a soon as possible. *sigh*