Tired

So I'm tired. really really tired. I stayed up till 3am because of a persistant cough that I've had in the last couple of days, coupled along with papers that I've been doing for the last couple of weeks has left me with little to nothing left for any other type of planning. whew.

I look at my schedule for the next week and I cringe. Tonight is class and then drinks with my gf and a friend of mine whom I have to talk about some YAM stuff with. Thursday is YAM, friday is KJ's birthday party, saturday is packed with picking up furniture, a wedding and a holiday party and sunday is the first day of rest, although I need to get my christmas shopping done and there's always family dinner.

I keep waiting for things to settle down and I've come to the realization that they will not settle down. ever. I need to keep my capacity to do these things up...that means exercise and keeping disciplined...my energy is being sapped by all these little projects that dwell in my mind and I thinkif I can clear them, then I will have all this energy...unfortunately this doesn't happen, because as soon as I clear them, other things start popping up in my mind and it's a never ending cycle.

ok, I'm venting, there isn't anything interesting to read here, except that at work, we ended up arresting a woman for coming into our office asking whether or not we got the rate change that AT&T gave all the people in this building. nice eh? :)