This weekend was packed as usual. I always think that having a relaxing weekend was desireable, but it isn't. I need enough things to keep me occupied, but not too many things where it's frantic. This is one of those frantic weekends...I was exhausted, as I ended up only getting 4 hours of sleep on friday night, and tried to make up for it on saturday and sunday night. That didn't work.
At church they sang this song that had the phrase "the darkest night of my soul", and I thought...yup, that's where I'm at right now. It's a dark place. Ministry-wise, it's ok, but I suddenly realize that the apathy that I have at work is starting to creep it's way into ministry. I always thought I was apathetic towards work cause I didn't like it, but I know I like ministry, and yet I'm apathetic...so now where does my apathy come from? I'm scared to find out.
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