Tuesday, August 30, 2005

another swirl around the toilet bowl

today was the first time today where I woke up and I was depressed. dunno why. I just was depressed over everything that is going on in my life. I know I think about things too much, but while that is a failing, it is also my edge I have against others.

Dealing too much with all the things outside of work, and realizing that work is not going well right now due to my bumbling, I am looking at possibly being out of work in a year or 2. I need to start preparing for that, and determining what to do with my life if I ever go into ministry.

another swirl around the toilet bowl...like the song says...."my life is a toilet, and it's too late to flush..."

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