engaged!

Not me. com'on, you should know me by now.

My cousin is getting engaged. What is crazy about this is that I remember holding her as a baby when I was young. Now she is getting married. Makes me feel real real old. My body is starting to get old and breaking down and I can't do the things that I wish on such a regular basis.

But me and my cousins had a good talk about being engaged and the travails of marriage. in fact, it gave light to me and what I was looking for, what was important, and what isn't. And that was real sobering, because I think I've sabotaged relationships for things that were not important at all. very sobering indeed.