I don't know if I've ever really fallen in love ever. Sure there are girls that I have been attracted to, but no one that I have fallen in love with. This is a strange revelation to me, as I have always thought that I have. The closest I have ever come to has been Sue, and that one I have documented that I screwed up. Why is that? I would think that by the time I'm 32 that I would have loved someone besides my family. Maybe I don't want love. Maybe i think that i'm too crazy messed up to be loved by someone. Sure people think that I have a great personality, and that I can get along with everyone, but if people really knew the real me, the things that I think about all the time, that they would quickly change their minds.
Everybody has that fear I guess, and maybe it's my personality that makes it worse, but that's me. :)
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