Devo: Jonah 3

So I've been reading jonah 3-4, and I find that sometimes we want our own message/meaning to happen, rather than God's message. Jonah sits there, and says that God will destroy the city, and in his heart, that is what he wants to happen. It could be from prejudice, it could be just because he thinks that "I said it, and it should happen", but we don't know. In either case, it isn't what God wanted, but what we wanted. I wonder so much about that when dealing with YAM. What should we be doing? What activities should we be getting involved in? Where is God's leading in a lot of this, and is it just my own agenda. I pray that God would give me an agenda so I can follow that, instead of thinking I am, but in reality it is my agenda that I am pushing through rather than God's