Devo: Daniel 7

I read about the coming tribulation and the kingdoms, the war with the saints that are coming in the end times, and I get worried. More accurately, I get scared. It's a fear that I will have to go through this, as I don't know if I will be able to pass the test of fire that will surely come. Maybe I will, but I like the life I have right now. No that is not correct. I would take the life I have now over the life in the tribulation. A lot of people will say, "rest in the fact that Jesus wins in the end". I wish I could, but I can't help but look at the years of suffering that I will have to go through for Christ and approach it with a sense a dread, rather than a sense of joy, knowing that I can share in the suffering of my Lord. Is this wrong? I have no idea.